THIS TOPIC IS NEAR AND DEAR TO MY HEART SO IF I START CUSSING JUST KNOW I'M RELEASING PIN UP EMOTIONS.
OK, WHERE DO I START? I HAD A GOOD CHILDHOOD. i HAVE AN AMAZING FAMILY THATS SUPPORTS ME TO BE INDEPENDENT AS POSSIBLE AND I FUCKING LOVE THAT, I WOULDN'T HAVE IT NO OTHER WAY. I FEEL LIKE IF I SAY THAT MY DAD WASN'T THERE PLAYED A PART IN MY DECISION MAKING WOULD BE AN DAM EXCUSE AND MAKE ME LOOK CORWARDLY AND WEAK. I'M NEITHER OF THOSE FUCKING THINGS. i HAVE A PROBLEM WITH BEING SELFISH AND LOOKING OUT FOR SELF. WHEN YOU FUCKING HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BEING DEPENDENT ON OTHER PEOPLE WHO GIVES 2 SHITS ABOUT YOUR DECISIONS. IT DOWNGRADES YOUR CONFIDENTS. YOU BEGIN TO MIMIC YOUR FAVORITE ACTOR OR ACTRESS HOPING THAT IT WILL HELP YOU OVERCOME WITH THE EFFECTS OF DECISIONS. SOME INDIVIDUALS IN WHEELCHAIRS CAN GIVES 2 FLYING FUCKS ON WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY. YOU WOULD MAKE THE SAME DAM DECISION THAT WILL OR WOULD EFFECT YOUR LIFE!
A PERSON WITH DISABILITIES ARE NAVIGATING THROUGH LIFE DIFFERENTLY. NOT CAUSE WE WANT TO BUT BECAUSE WE HAVE TO. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU WERE IN A NURSING HOME AND YOU DIDN'T HAVE NOT ONE SOUL COME SEE YOU,CALL YOU? ITS A COLD WORLD FOR ABLE BODIED PEOPLE AND EVEN COLDER FOR THE ONES THAT CAN'T DEFEND FOR THEIRSELVES BUT WE GET TOSSED TO THE WASTE SIDE LIIKE JESUS DIDN'T CREATE US TOO.. WE HAVE A CALLLING TOO. WE WANT TO FEEL IMPORTANT TOO. NO MATTER WHAT DISABILITY YOU HAVE IN LIFE. LET THEM BE HUMAN. LET THEM FEEEL EMOTIONS. LET THEM BE A SERVANT TO GOD. IF WE DON'T KNOW OUR CALLING IN LIFE, HOW CAN WE GROW? MANHOOD OR WOMANHOOD IS A FORM OF GROWTH. I DON'T CARE WHAT PACKAGE IT COMES IN. WE ARE HUMAN BEINGS, WE HAVE RIGHTS AND RESPONSIBILITIES JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE, BUT BECAUSE WE CAN'T SPEAK UP, WE GET PATTED ON THE HEAD AND TOLD SHHHH. SOME MEN AND WOMEN DON'T KNOW TO SPEAK UP DUE TO THEIR MENTAL STATE OTHHERS DON'T DUE TO BACKLASH. I GUESS AT THE END OF THE DAY, ITS ALL UP TO THAT INDIVDUAL MENTAL STATE AND COMFORTABILITY. IT WORRYS ME BECAUSE, I WANT TO SEE US WIN. I MEAN US AS: CEREBRAL PALSY, AUTISM, SPINAL BIFIDA AND SO FORTH. WE ALL HAVE GIFTS JUST WAITING TO BE EXPLORED
THIS IS WHEEEL LIFE!
